On a different note on today’s blog… i have to say that i come today to just speak about what’s been going on in my life…
for the past two months i’ve moved, relocated from everything and every one on to try and continue something and get some things straight in my life first before i can embark in this greatness called life…
in this relocation a lot of things have happened and a lot of things have been done all in hopes for the best…
just recently my beloved Nana (grandma) has suffered 2 severes strokes and is now still in a very delicate condition and still in the hospital… this is my Nana, my love.. i am so selfish, i NEED her and their children need her too… but i am being more selfish because i don’t want her to leave us yet, i just want her to live for another 5 years, she has to see me get married and create my own life and family and a kid… i know she’s asked me when this will ever happened, and quite frankly i’ve never said a yes or no as to when that will happen… as of now i’m sitting here in her room… trying to wake her up so that we can feed her… and to no avail she doesn’t respond nor wake up……
till then… pray for her and for my family and for me…. i won’t be updating any time soon…
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